10.30.2014

excitement of the new season's love of your new laxative

fast feeling. fast feeling. fast feeling. fast, fast feeling.

this is fast. my god, my god how fast. my god how fast
this feels, how fast this feels out feeling out feelings never felt.
my father. my god. my father, how fast! how fast the ghost river goes!
how fast it goes, with a clitter clack! with a clitter clack it cracks bad friends
to me to me it cracks with a clitter clack bad friends to better me by the being
better to me outside of busy.  too busy to be slothful slothfully with me we are
together singing: Never will we be slothful! together, slothful, together, bad and
good friends, past present not present and future friends, all, all slothful, together,
in chorus, together, warmed by togetherness, the togetherness of our privilege
to be, to be, our privilege to be slothful filling us with slow joy, slow joy of
fast dancing, fast dancing to fill out forms we never will fill out for jobs
we will never need. we will never need a job or work or wakefulness
or sleep or slothfulness or sleep or rallying together we dance
night to day we dance, how we dance knowing we will
never know what makes us dance so slothfully fast
feasting upon the light of our sparked hopes,
our highest hopes we would otherwise
be embarrassed to say, embarrassed
to say that we hope such high hopes
holding onto our highest hopes
sharing them unashamed
while we dance,
dancing, we
sing

we sing
we sing
we sing while dancing along with this song of hope fulfillment
our dad arrives and we slow to the sound of his cop shows. we slow! we slow
to the gentle gilded aura of his cop shows sheen.  his cop show shows us
what is wrong with all of us as our green beans boil, boil to the perfect
sound of changing channels, changing the channel to ask what boats
appear to disappear to the sound of what made them possible, the
cold calling, the warm calling, the real estate and construction
jobs that made boats escapes possible for a lack of costume.

forgotten

You are you are that are with me
I am I am that am with you

Cold hold tight night's
Held warmth day

Believe me, I
Will be
Home

oh good

I can look at pictures
I can look at myself,

with long forgotten
dreams of places
we never knew
existed because
they never did
and never will

the order is
dismissed
regularly
now we
know I
never
was
better than
I was now.

I can hold on
I can hold onto
my phone, and
what we might
be we being me
and me with an
an an unknown
you seeking me
to find me looking
good being good being
prosperous in now now
now we know you don't
exist otherwise than my
needing another day another
moment of now replacing now

upbeat
upbeat song

sad song solo song
that fills feeling content
in feeling feelings for a
change looking for change
feeling the inside of practical
pockets

you know
you know me

you know.

like,
like us
like me

I like you
who turns
away from
beds left unmade in the daylight to return to unmade in the night


it's a combination of things, it's the belief in alarm clocks sounds
I don't know better than my knowledge of now there here you
go

10.29.2014

two words (collaboration w/ jennifergrimyser.com)


i'll start
secondary start
think now
minute moment
never thinks
begin began
best becoming
new thingy
successful enough
plenty possible
done upward
good one
better two
too double
about how
who almost
relax attacks 
light pile
of going
active both
going off
somewhat some
delicious treats
take come
back some

follow down
up spun

extreme between
instances mosaic
partitioned consequence
two nows 
never not
dreamt exempt

Acceptance Answers

Tropical rain dresses to impress upon us a lady we can all rely on.
Darts
Darts
Darts

Hey dad how can we surmount sad driftings?
Hey dad why can't we always feel the peace

Of big clear couch and comfy big screen

Movements slowed to lessening natural
Need
Need

Need Nothing's presence

SO BAD,
so bad that it's
Good to have
This lazy chair
After cleaning

Responses and no reply
Falls
Falling
Great Falls.

Calm accepting
Of everything always

That's all
Fourtunate
Perfect all
Natural

Acceptance action

10.23.2014

we used to wait for us

tolerance
stance
dance
of us
in a

morning moment
free of money
structures

architects
forgiven
by us
after

our sarcastic dance
to the practical
overtaking
beauty

in buildings
in peoples
in hopes
in day

time
we
were
us

are you through pretending

A life that we can live
skipping singing
people save
places

that would otherwise
make us go mad
without our

talking
touch

10.22.2014

able acceptance of error

Quick! Let go ten thousand times
Release all that we are
Stay good,
Say well,
It was.

Fruitful singularity

Hope in emptiness
The cold comes
The warm
Goes

10.19.2014

Ten fingers

Layabout wasting never nowhere arrival to the thought of potential touch scheduled into hopeful dreaming of a place made home and face made known better than a song on repeat visits hopeful

10.15.2014

Goofy

This is a drawing
I'm making it now
Immaterials, tools,
Foremen and a Contract

Lets see how it turns out
And if you like it it's split
With my dealer of me and it

Tenement castle

Calm display moments away for fruitful change given to escaping in books
Asking for escape except if accepted into an arts master mind

Sad cats in top hats with glitter pizza party goers forgiving who you can't forgive for you.

Low light rain awaits

I've grown
I know
The aesthetic
roaches&rats
sirens&super
egos Lying,
and waiting
Have

I know peacefulness
Answers any moment's

Call even when phone call
Isn't answered. I do not

Know an answer but find
Comfort in not knowing

What was the question

10.03.2014

I fell asleep on a train I didn't take

To work it out
To work something out
To have something to work out
To only be able to wait

Hear
To be seen
To be known
To just go

To be on a train
To be in a chair

To not change,
Yet change.

To being
To friends who
Answer questions
With a yes no or pause

To dreams awake
To wakefulness
To make to
Do with
What
To

Do
With                  Out
Doors

By your.            Side

10.01.2014

I helped someone out I feel so good about it!

Joy stop quick! Slow down relax,
Hold off quick come down depicts

Nope.

Awaiting another example of good

Funk.