What is where is joy when song stops.
I've made many things in my mind,
Are they real? Will I reach them.
And will we embrace still lost
When and if it is still lost,
Losing day by day one
Day after another's
Coming home?
3.31.2016
3.18.2016
3.15.2016
A Gift of Gas Station Cigarettes
I know three moped mikes,
minirelli mike, mike V,
and stunt man mike.
minirelli mike, mike V,
and stunt man mike.
3.14.2016
The Mystery of Free Will
The beauty of an unexpected
Robin landing on my fence
Stirring peace in my soul
Just as unexpectedly
Shits on my fence
3.13.2016
The Pizza is on It's Way
I have so much Sympathy for
The old man Rolling his
Recycling Out in the
Cold rain Tonight
That
It destroys me
The old man Rolling his
Recycling Out in the
Cold rain Tonight
That
It destroys me
3.07.2016
unexpected behavior
Hey, what did you think
Like it would work
Hell have one
More than effort's fault
Hell hold on cause
We knew we
Would
Like it would work
Hell have one
More than effort's fault
Hell hold on cause
We knew we
Would
3.03.2016
2.29.2016
2.28.2016
2.20.2016
2.19.2016
2.17.2016
2.16.2016
2.12.2016
2.01.2016
1.25.2016
For Eachother
Slip down, sun.
Great games are all
Around you, we are
All today in a body
Fixing everything.
Great games are all
Around you, we are
All today in a body
Fixing everything.
1.19.2016
The Legend of Dumb
What were the days drifting,
The right music-time?
I hold closest to what I'll never,
At least I'll never in the ever present,
Have, ever have.
Wait, were we gunna meet? Were we
beginning? Will we ever? Will we or
Weren't we a
Day's dream
The right music-time?
I hold closest to what I'll never,
At least I'll never in the ever present,
Have, ever have.
Wait, were we gunna meet? Were we
beginning? Will we ever? Will we or
Weren't we a
Day's dream
1.07.2016
1.01.2016
This Is Why I Won't Quit Smoking
the right kind of smoking
Sitting real eyes of the low feeling
In the same place I once was sad
Seeing the greatest happiness,
The greatest happiness has a tinge of the
Sad that is lost.
I prayed correctly,
I prayed correctly
For the first time
That extends
Sitting real eyes of the low feeling
In the same place I once was sad
Seeing the greatest happiness,
The greatest happiness has a tinge of the
Sad that is lost.
I prayed correctly,
I prayed correctly
For the first time
That extends
12.12.2015
The Difference between Joy and Happiness
This is the poem I am remembered for
To read love, to have written love
To read and write only the
Other words that help
Love connect
To read love, to have written love
To read and write only the
Other words that help
Love connect
11.30.2015
Wishing Is Different Than Hope
Help us
Hold us
Hell, I've dreamed of you.
You were sitting rocking in a rocking chair while I shook spiders from my shoe, telling me slowly of important things with care I wished was care-free.
Wishing is different than hope.
You had a system you weren't trying to teach me I wanted to learn and confirmed I could do like you with your waiting just when the water filled to strike assured the side of the washing-machine and close in the snake.
When I tried the snake curved more and biting quick bent more than I anticipated, thin wide triangle teeth ripping without tearing my hands, again and again.
You were god distorted by the imbedded memory of the god the humanist drunk made for his utopia
Hold us
Hell, I've dreamed of you.
You were sitting rocking in a rocking chair while I shook spiders from my shoe, telling me slowly of important things with care I wished was care-free.
Wishing is different than hope.
You had a system you weren't trying to teach me I wanted to learn and confirmed I could do like you with your waiting just when the water filled to strike assured the side of the washing-machine and close in the snake.
When I tried the snake curved more and biting quick bent more than I anticipated, thin wide triangle teeth ripping without tearing my hands, again and again.
You were god distorted by the imbedded memory of the god the humanist drunk made for his utopia
11.18.2015
That Place We Remember Fondly
Approach us with joy and thanksgiving and song:
Sing to us our woes only in upbeat soft pitched melody as an afterthought,
Still sprinkled with serene sincere gratitude and contentment calmly rising
Sing to us our woes only in upbeat soft pitched melody as an afterthought,
Still sprinkled with serene sincere gratitude and contentment calmly rising
11.11.2015
11.10.2015
11.09.2015
Chorus
Start again on Monday, today
Try again today, Monday
Begin again this week
Start today, get in
A station wagon
Get product reviews save up
And drive off with news
Of the economy in
Funny words above
& below a funny
Picture & look up
Song lyrics before
Punching in a destination.
Our dog will never die,
We'll never have a beer in hell
Hell, drive off this Monday, today
Begin the week somewhere far
Away each day this week
Until where we'll be next
Week will be bright enough
For a cold strong coffee
That will outlast Any
Static place
Try again today, Monday
Begin again this week
Start today, get in
A station wagon
Get product reviews save up
And drive off with news
Of the economy in
Funny words above
& below a funny
Picture & look up
Song lyrics before
Punching in a destination.
Our dog will never die,
We'll never have a beer in hell
Hell, drive off this Monday, today
Begin the week somewhere far
Away each day this week
Until where we'll be next
Week will be bright enough
For a cold strong coffee
That will outlast Any
Static place
11.08.2015
11.06.2015
Be
A place, a day, a month, a year, a decade
Many places, many days, many months, many years, many decades
All the same; they release us, leave us where and when we want to be, need to be.
Release us, our under us, our above us, and that that is right there with us; from that that is made for us and that that is made by us; the same.
To find out the more control we have the more freedom we have.
To find in the result of our effort or effortlessness we have what we all always wanted, needed.
In a routine, or in a flow of impulses (there has never been chaos anywhere, there will never be chaos anywhere) order can not help itself from coming through us and all that is inside our shelter, outside our shelter, even when our shelter would only be an unforgiving sky, we always find forgiveness in what we accept to give; as our each and others are always together, so our accepting and our giving are the same movement within our greater us, our greater us that has always and will always simply Be.
11.05.2015
Sometimes We Can't Believe It
Time spending
Realizing nowhere never ends
Begins, stops, goes on about and busy
Seeds of grieving lets loose believing in no needing
Seeing a way out of nowhere feelings retrieving want not leaving
A key under the Angel, a door a part of a building named temporary home away from home
Where home, where want where not here if lost where else could we be believing in plants and animals,
Ceilings floors walls and windows revolving around our feeling comfortable means of efforts set down in a nice nook of our house
Outside leaves are turning and falling with their freshly dried smells leaving bare branches stark on the bright white-grey sky over cars parked with many parts turned off
Feelings project on it all and reflect fresh cut still-green grass, flowers, winding sidewalks and black-grey straight streets, mail boxes full of colorful semi-glossy images of sweaters and shoes
It's too early for people just yet, we hear only our morning songs of absent voices and strings strummed lightly, then rough then calm before boldly briefly fading out against bird cries calming
Softly, softly, softly
A day begins rightly
11.04.2015
No Loss
Steady rise
Heat of the late morning
Together we can reign in
What wasn't lost but hid
Inside what wasn't yet.
Now we know it is us,
Was us, and will be
Our Now and
Future
Merged
Heat of the late morning
Together we can reign in
What wasn't lost but hid
Inside what wasn't yet.
Now we know it is us,
Was us, and will be
Our Now and
Future
Merged
11.02.2015
10.26.2015
10.20.2015
Listen To Live Jazz
Awake arise recall relieve what was and what will be.
Sing this song when low when high and have belief in the never minding.
Sing this song when low when high and have belief in the never minding.
Tell Me A Story
All of us are always waiting for the arrival of what we want when the needs we have have ever presently been met but our greatest trick as we have all always known as our great asset is confusing want and need so well they are one with one another
Ghost Stories
Groups form and fall apart and their meanings linger until picked up and apart and put together to be known by new names and faces ages apart of us
Climbing While Reclining
The amount of recollection is paramount to our steady gaze into what willpower can gather us together for our future selves
We Have Done Right
Mistakes have never been made and though we cannot predict the future it is with certainty we know there never will be a mistake made
Absent Clouds
Calm of where to go nowhere else needed but now there is only this need but here now where else to go but would we go anywhere else since we can go anywhere while we are all one with the masses though they splinter and find us apart from where we feel likewise with our near us now where we go to go into the movement of only hands and eyes.
Hands and eyes leaving us with nowhere to go as we like it to know to be known in our splinter striking a chord between a father wanting to help a son needing but not wanting help and the illusion of independence growing inward until there is no more inward growth available and then the slow but steady outward diminishing until then there really is nothing and nowhere here and everywhere all of us are.
Going about this inside work outside we recline while standing still still but our hands and eyes know the nowhere nothing so well we mean to do what we can to find a way back into help for all of our forgotten independence surrounding us into the daylight of night time's concluding weather pleasant reflection of a release we all feel the same time we never knew what was happening so well.
Returning to the space of our time spending where all things outside make a home in our place of rest amidst our safe labors of fruitful sloth and loss of ambition for what we know could never be better than now.
Hands and eyes leaving us with nowhere to go as we like it to know to be known in our splinter striking a chord between a father wanting to help a son needing but not wanting help and the illusion of independence growing inward until there is no more inward growth available and then the slow but steady outward diminishing until then there really is nothing and nowhere here and everywhere all of us are.
Going about this inside work outside we recline while standing still still but our hands and eyes know the nowhere nothing so well we mean to do what we can to find a way back into help for all of our forgotten independence surrounding us into the daylight of night time's concluding weather pleasant reflection of a release we all feel the same time we never knew what was happening so well.
Returning to the space of our time spending where all things outside make a home in our place of rest amidst our safe labors of fruitful sloth and loss of ambition for what we know could never be better than now.
10.16.2015
I Always Want To Feel This
We will work out our safe place
Until we know better than the others
Who repress what would be another
Expression of ourself's salvation
Until we know better than the others
Who repress what would be another
Expression of ourself's salvation
Low Light
We feel soft slow lack of guilt.
Should we feel any other way?
Where else would we be,
Home? Where we know
Home, where we are our
Own
Should we feel any other way?
Where else would we be,
Home? Where we know
Home, where we are our
Own
10.13.2015
10.12.2015
Space
This here's the poem you always wanted.
To forget the forgive me nots, this resolves.
The dash-acceptance of every-day, forget us
Never, we know you know you have a place.
To forget the forgive me nots, this resolves.
The dash-acceptance of every-day, forget us
Never, we know you know you have a place.
10.08.2015
trust
they will believe
have faith, know
that we are better
than our previous
behavior though,
previous behavior
the best indication
of future behavior
have faith, know
that we are better
than our previous
behavior though,
previous behavior
the best indication
of future behavior
good people
good people
doing good things.
and what about us?
will we ever see out of our
places? will we ever know
anyway it's always better where
we go to know ourselves better
to better ourselves. to find place
in time in place of where Now is
doing good things.
and what about us?
will we ever see out of our
places? will we ever know
anyway it's always better where
we go to know ourselves better
to better ourselves. to find place
in time in place of where Now is
10.04.2015
Some stupid slow song
Hold on to what crooked hope you have left landing you where you amount to perfect
10.02.2015
9.23.2015
She is on my bed
Why not?
Why no reasoning
Why does my dog yawn
When do we close longing
Yards. Many yards distance.
Short distinct sounds of a slow growl near howl
And where will we end up after our wine tasting,?
Replacing smells
Why no reasoning
Why does my dog yawn
When do we close longing
Yards. Many yards distance.
Short distinct sounds of a slow growl near howl
And where will we end up after our wine tasting,?
Replacing smells
9.21.2015
9.19.2015
9.18.2015
Where I be living
You're always welcome here but let me know where you go if not here and I'll go there
9.16.2015
9.14.2015
9.13.2015
9.11.2015
9.10.2015
subject
Where?
When?
When?
Now? Is it now?
Now now, there there.
Hold close to dog
Waste of often intake,
Left hungry. Correspondence
When?
When?
Now? Is it now?
Now now, there there.
Hold close to dog
Waste of often intake,
Left hungry. Correspondence
9.07.2015
9.05.2015
9.01.2015
8.30.2015
8.22.2015
8.20.2015
white blue
Cinnamon in black coffee be memorial breeze
Of places I've lived the gold of living placeless
And the lives interweaving me in me then, now
Of places I've lived the gold of living placeless
And the lives interweaving me in me then, now
8.14.2015
8.11.2015
power sanding carpeted flooring
You Can Do Anyhing You Want To Do
if You Do What You Don't Want To Do
if You Do What You Don't Want To Do
8.10.2015
8.08.2015
Lakeview August
The children are playing redemption games in the warm light of the street lights and fancy fixtured warm light lights
Their parents and grand parents join in and the cries excitement and laughter overlay with the hum of bugs, fireflies
Their parents and grand parents join in and the cries excitement and laughter overlay with the hum of bugs, fireflies
8.05.2015
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