I am in love with myself

tomorrow is nothing

An onion

a little tune

It wasn't right.
Damn. It must've been right,
Damn. The colony we created recedes,
&, damn, wasn't it you not me looking finally
@ the most important thing. To dream thankfully now

Are the dials on your dashboard digital?

bread is time

The sky is as real as you

express yourself

Need
Nothing

Your
Own

no wind

Dusting Leafs

the party is crashing us

I've seen so
Many humming
Birds since
Moving to
Michigan

God

destroy all destructive tendencies

Leave one ear open

You can
Choose

I've never thought

I sit in
Wonder

I never thought

I sit and
Wonder

girlfiend, a shotty day

Hot sway fresh topsiders
What water? Yes water.
Motion. Many motions,
Just a little bit of sway.

Say you'll stay, when you
Find me. Rewind me to when
I was green, gold and great then

We return to waste song conclusion,
Resolution sway, greet grasp today's now

Show me how to mix, to fix up an RV we don't
Have, have we come too far dog? Limp flip grasping
Firm firmament vocab rehabilitation of an inverted house

There wasn't a thing
Out of our place
That didn't
Fall

i must've gone right

Popular John Cage tracks

My leg squirms elegantly drunk
Shadowed; so I think of a dancer I knew
Who flustered forgot me bar tending.

Joy is always just below surface
Surface of intake and friend
Holiday

construction

God, I need for nothing
work
Like you want to dance

Ache Joy

it takes a while

Night calm after
Noon storm

go on ask

What fool has the right to regret

soft strings

This steady diminishing amounts to full burp

good friends

Hands on phone
Light, day left.
Music. Music.
Some people Sing,
So slow they sing

there was and is

What Holds and
What makes so
Full it makes
It better by
Holding

spare a year

You know the load.

For heaven or hell,

Children free from
Talking but playin'

Worm n tree outside,

See me, see me
I showed you my
Age

Little life

Calamity gathering gross ghosts on the floor
Fixative of off beat burdens, grow mighty
Fall fleeting ghost river meaning we
Not an uncompromising musk
Greeting the years away

Falling fasting feeling most others are others
Meeting another great escape twisting up
Monuments to the last place we were
Wondering, waiting for the never-
Mind of place in place of shade
Gave up the gaze ought not
Fought, got meanings to
Fit fully still empty
Out where we
Least of all
Know

tom waits

meadow

A float
A city
A ghost
Privy to
What's
Mostly
Here

Lack of
Fear
Ruminating
Leave us
Here

The sounds
Befall what
Ever we
Are
Looking
Just fine
To be
Found
Here

Go up to
A greased
Pipe and
Lock sights
With what's
Lost from
Our view
Here

three feet

Comb through headache scroll
Stomach ache gone, going on
Feels like this tapering flop
Never stops never stirs up
Another day is another
Sqwinched slipping
Hope happening
Grope float
Gloat cope
Coma

forget sculpture

Pure Michigan's night before today
Held cold water, which we need
We need to feel new.  Happy
To never be not me, less
Is never what I want,
No, what I need,
What I need

they say it fits

Trickery of a mind not better than a mind completely lost.

Time keeps creeping through the songs you always listen to.

This This is salvation; this This that we read I wrote is our salvation.

Hope hold love of that frontal left lobe we left in a gutter so long ago.

So long, so, so long and other tricks of talks we never wanted to have,

Yet hold out to hold tight to hold on to what we were meaning to say,

So long, so long ago.

Treat Yourself

Treat inside you as you would without you

Lettered day, forgotten day, clear gains either way
We knew you so well; were with you in what you
Said so many obvious longings long past us now

Treat inside you as you would without you

Come home while at home alone with the good
Part of burnt popcorn's shell stuck between tooth
And gum. Turn to every morning routine, night to

Treat inside you as you would without you

Know best, know more, know less than you need to.
Cream of watching what's left in your head from those
Stories of your sleep, come back, come back, come back,

Treat yourself.

New Dream

Moving Game,
Stationary dance
Stay, turn away from
Nights drifting, come
Back, come clear
Come away with means,
Not vultures, not another
Safe self skipping the good
Birds songs, the light of open
Worth in planning hope,
Planning a better gaze,
A truth not so obvious

Woman

Calm down clear sky,
Turn on the figures,
Stay with me
Stay with me
All day
All day

My sheen

oohs and ahhs, la la las, sheen, my sheen, hair crimped by humidity, sheen, plastic 1000ad shields clapping when they should ting

tailored stream connect

I painted in a failing kerosene heated houses basement listening to vinyl with bodega cheap tall boys
A cheap one hitter my dad found on his apartment floor and called a one toker, what I name things and what names are given; hold them close; close as in the sun you temper with S.PELLEGRINO now,
Hearing music made by machines when we want men we knew with women to with tearing stark motion perfume a room with arms and bold breath through things they treasure and carry

tangerine

Everything that has or is now happening turns sure enough into a future story
Hell, have we reached what all have always wanted?
God, I can't come to have this without reaching
What all we want to be substance stable
Dancing inward in words spoke

Should I buy a bike wheel
To hand of hand
Hang above
A house
Home

Preaching We Don't Care

Timing the release to fit,
To fit just so, just so we realize

Drone Before Drone

Ghost of attempt,

Clear the future way,

Make do with most,

At least 49% of us are

At your footstool, breathing

Heavily while lying down,

Blanket clenched.

I know the way out of dream

I knew a better way some day

Distant. This is me. Here, here

I am, waiting for breath to slow;

Lay down beside the fire my dog fears.

What a grasp, what a grasp of what

Will be if we only did this, this, or

That that made it work out well

For the clear, for the clear Future way.

there will always be sunshine somewhere

I'm so sad I can barely type this

the sun shines fairly on brooklyn

A green ash tree that grew in Brooklyn
Will be cut down that I knew so well

fox jack russell terrier

You can
Be on
Boats
Lina
Dignity
Lina

the midnight train

I turn the music down
So I can hear the birds

Worst Clothes

Your work clothes
Are either your
Best clothes
Or your
Worst clothes

Crisp Piano

Fermented help of our ancestors hands

Outro

Grant us calm in our excitement
And excitement in our calm,
Never again holding our
Head or our stomach
Wondering why

Kingdom

Everything you ever wanted
is dangerous

every decision if it's your last

Every decision if it's life and death
Living your day as if it's your last.

Without Relativity

There is no
Bottom,
No top.

The Bad Old Days

Conflict

Without

Forgive.

Salamander

Worry
No
More

Lifestyle

Said with pebbles in the mouth:
When we arrive clearly we leave

Spaces fall asleep in range of us
Help held hope of that space
Just below your eyebrows,
Just above your eyes.

Real Rest

Great is our us.
Gratitude. Hope
Of our places, to-
Gether, going, go.

Heavy Rotation

Princes & Princesses

Follows Me

Home hope
School cool

Solid State

Grant the breath of a slow smile in

Me And My Friends

We see into the future

Rickety See-Saw Euphoria

great peace-filled freedom
Stable like eyes blinking

No River Wide Enough

See me through your day
Send us on our way down
To do something, anything
Always, Friday will last one
Hundred years straight, until
Morning finishes last-chances
From night-time-dance studio-
Motion's front. It's out for all to
See here is where we'll never
Leave you to you, you and
Your ownership of your
Devices, grace, simple
Grace of our devices

I know why the caged dog barks

So much
Tapping.

Purple Heart

You have to

Have fear

In your

Heart

that's ok, I've been sitting for 12 hours

They go to Florida

I go to a funeral

They both start
With an f

But that's
About it

I Can Tell You

Time-tables.
Chair gratitude

Home, day after a day
Where, we born, last

we are all the same

What is where is joy when song stops.
I've made many things in my mind,
Are they real? Will I reach them.
And will we embrace still lost
When and if it is still lost,
Losing day by day one
Day after another's
Coming home?

stay outside

On your head
As it is in
Perfect

A Gift of Gas Station Cigarettes

I know three moped mikes,
 minirelli mike,   mike V,
  and stunt man mike.

The Mystery of Free Will

The beauty of an unexpected

Robin landing on my fence

Stirring peace in my soul

Just as unexpectedly 

Shits on my fence

The Pizza is on It's Way

I have so much Sympathy for
The old man Rolling his
Recycling Out in the
Cold rain Tonight
That
It destroys me

unexpected behavior

Hey, what did you think
Like it would work
Hell have one

More than effort's fault
Hell hold on cause
We knew we
Would

Everything Old is Gone

Dancing
In work
Boots

Too Near

What could have been done turn off

The heart and followers

Mist or snow

protect

The rays with which
you gild the dawn
With noonday
heat now
fall

bob dylan

a cabin
By the
Ghost
River

Elevator

Some light
I asked for

Unendingly New

Turns out


Benito is alive,


So everyone

Needs

Assignments

In Heaven On Earth

I Recall fondly

Finding a word
I looked up
Online

image exchange

What a chub.
That's a Dave look

guffaw

On another planet
In another world

for North

Distance has no measure against us.
Another year is another victory

For Eachother

Slip down, sun.

Great games are all
Around you, we are
All today in a body
Fixing everything.

The Legend of Dumb

What were the days drifting,
The right music-time?

I hold closest to what I'll never,
At least I'll never in the ever present,
Have, ever have.

Wait, were we gunna meet? Were we
beginning? Will we ever?  Will we or
Weren't we a
Day's dream

Unafraid

The feel
Of glass
On the lips

Is different than
The feel
Of plastic on
The lips

This Is Why I Won't Quit Smoking

the right kind of smoking
Sitting real eyes of the low feeling
In the same place I once was sad
Seeing the greatest happiness,
The greatest happiness has a tinge of the
Sad that is lost.

I prayed correctly,
I prayed correctly

For the first time

That extends

New Years Day

The 

Ineffable beauty of Chicago

The Difference between Joy and Happiness

This is the poem I am remembered for
To read love, to have written love
To read and write only the
Other words that help
Love connect

Wishing Is Different Than Hope

Help us
Hold us

Hell, I've dreamed of you.

You were sitting rocking in a rocking chair while I shook spiders from my shoe, telling me slowly of important things with care I wished was care-free.

Wishing is different than hope.

You had a system you weren't trying to teach me I wanted to learn and confirmed I could do like you with your waiting just when the water filled to strike assured the side of the washing-machine and close in the snake.

When I tried the snake curved more and biting quick bent more than I anticipated, thin wide triangle teeth ripping without tearing my hands, again and again.

You were god distorted by the imbedded memory of the god the humanist drunk made for his utopia

That Place We Remember Fondly

Approach us with joy and thanksgiving and song:

Sing to us our woes only in upbeat soft pitched melody as an afterthought,
Still sprinkled with serene sincere gratitude and contentment calmly rising

Help, can't we ask? Just now a little

no reasons for feelings unnamable

Now will never come again

Now I want here

I want nowhere

Chorus

Start again on Monday, today
Try again today, Monday

Begin again this week
Start today, get in
A station wagon

Get product reviews save up
And drive off with news

Of the economy in
Funny words above
& below a funny
Picture & look up

Song lyrics before
Punching in a destination.

Our dog will never die,
We'll never have a beer in hell

Hell, drive off this Monday, today
Begin the week somewhere far

Away each day this week
Until where we'll be next
Week will be bright enough
For a cold strong coffee
That will outlast Any
Static place

seen out

what was I

see new

hide in

low now

Be

A place, a day, a month, a year, a decade

Many places, many days, many months, many years, many decades

All the same; they release us, leave us where and when we want to be, need to be.

Release us, our under us, our above us, and that that is right there with us; from that that is made for us and that that is made by us; the same.

To find out the more control we have the more freedom we have. 

To find in the result of our effort or effortlessness we have what we all always wanted, needed.

In a routine, or in a flow of impulses (there has never been chaos anywhere, there will never be chaos anywhere) order can not help itself from coming through us and all that is inside our shelter, outside our shelter, even when our shelter would only be an unforgiving sky, we always find forgiveness in what we accept to give; as our each and others are always together, so our accepting and our giving are the same movement within our greater us, our greater us that has always and will always simply Be.