11.17.2014
11.15.2014
missed
sleep till the wakefulness
awake, but wanting sleep
after a walk with my old
friend me. I cannot wait
to see you you who relieve me you who will always be
awake, but wanting sleep
after a walk with my old
friend me. I cannot wait
to see you you who relieve me you who will always be
11.13.2014
hear me out
I wait will I wait sad do I know sadness ever or is the next best thing a sort of sadness itself.
I want to escape all that there is or ever will be without notice. Just gone out of everything
that is and isn't. I never knew anything else. This is all I know. You too. You also will be
with me in our desire for this escape, you who almost knows it too now, now it dawns on
you completely, that the only thing that ever was real was our desire to escape all reality.
I want to escape all that there is or ever will be without notice. Just gone out of everything
that is and isn't. I never knew anything else. This is all I know. You too. You also will be
with me in our desire for this escape, you who almost knows it too now, now it dawns on
you completely, that the only thing that ever was real was our desire to escape all reality.
11.10.2014
11.08.2014
we go out for this on a friday I name thursday
wait? no. we will never wait for the the joy that was always there for us
11.07.2014
don't dismiss
thank you
thank you
thank you
thank you
thank you
thank you
thank you
thank you
thank you
thank you
thank you
thank you
thank you
thank you
thank you
With what can't be done
The dead leafs never stop blowing by
A math problem that makes your mind break
A math problem that makes your mind break
11.06.2014
an apartment
selective seeing.
select my being ok whith our leaving.
holding feeling. feeling feelings, feelings
we cannot even muster saying how we're seeing our feelings pass.
as they pass they believe with a belief we will never know that they know in their purity of no self knowing.
the feelings of these words know what they mean before we know them as they never will be but to themselves they know how we're feeling.
do you ever know how you're feeling?
will you ever really know how you felt now as you're reading? or hearing?
this, as this is, as this is simply this, it fills up what we will know as
us
select my being ok whith our leaving.
holding feeling. feeling feelings, feelings
we cannot even muster saying how we're seeing our feelings pass.
as they pass they believe with a belief we will never know that they know in their purity of no self knowing.
the feelings of these words know what they mean before we know them as they never will be but to themselves they know how we're feeling.
do you ever know how you're feeling?
will you ever really know how you felt now as you're reading? or hearing?
this, as this is, as this is simply this, it fills up what we will know as
us
climb
be me
be me going.
be me
going on
&on&on
going on in a way we know better
better as being
the way out
the way outside is easy, it's so easy it
fills us with the knowledge of us as us
be me going.
be me
going on
&on&on
going on in a way we know better
better as being
the way out
the way outside is easy, it's so easy it
fills us with the knowledge of us as us
Ben Luton
cold comfort, co
ming to mea
ning
many. many.
there are many here, hearing me type, say, sa
ying many.
I hold you, you who were, you who were here that wa
s never here, who will never be here, he
re with my friend
my fri
end
who I kno
w is my
friend.
he is my friend.
he who hold me he
re
in
hi
s home, his home where h
e holds me apart of not knowing we know what w
e were mea
nt to be. he who ho
ld
s me
kn
ow
in
g me not as I was
wh
en I las
t held his comp
any,
his com
pany held me me as it was when we knew me
bette
r th
an
where we ar
e, wh
ere w
e ar
e go
ing
ming to mea
ning
many. many.
there are many here, hearing me type, say, sa
ying many.
I hold you, you who were, you who were here that wa
s never here, who will never be here, he
re with my friend
my fri
end
who I kno
w is my
friend.
he is my friend.
he who hold me he
re
in
hi
s home, his home where h
e holds me apart of not knowing we know what w
e were mea
nt to be. he who ho
ld
s me
kn
ow
in
g me not as I was
wh
en I las
t held his comp
any,
his com
pany held me me as it was when we knew me
bette
r th
an
where we ar
e, wh
ere w
e ar
e go
ing
11.05.2014
Were any of them really mine
New York nights are best left to chance
Plans don't exist here, daytime either
Night never ends unless you're left
With no more friends, friends
Never had holding hands
Turning in a circle
Singing in a circle:
'We wish you would get somewhere
Then we would meet you there'
Plans don't exist here, daytime either
Night never ends unless you're left
With no more friends, friends
Never had holding hands
Turning in a circle
Singing in a circle:
'We wish you would get somewhere
Then we would meet you there'
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