I’ve been lost
Yup you’ve beat
Me my mind,
Bested me
Not yet ready I
Assumed goodbye
While all said hello
My mind laughed
Through filter
Saying
It is the worst.
It is the worst.
Further, that my
Mind said I am
Intricate and
I can say it all
At Once
With certain
Surrender of
Worst case
Scenarios
Lapse of facts retract then attack
Filling worth, willingly only, will push
Us, seize us, step in the way when
We were on the wrong side street
Breaking silence meticulously
Stammering quickly, perfectly
Summer Winter Fall Spring
Believe us when we are us
Including you and those
Around you. Immediate
Sense made and made
To move forward from
What else except the
Immovable movers
Essence of force
I’ve sat among the highest pontificating
And the most maddened underbelly
I’ve seen red and blue lights
Telling my soul to run run run
To tell another day of my past
Ways gone wrong to learn to
Cope through inspirational
Posters truths profound
I’ve set sail on the sea
Of cheese seeing
Belief as a given
In a society where nothing else is
Given a given to sell high and buy
Low blue blue electric blue that’s
The color of my room where I will
Live
Grieve
Give
That’s my love. Left in the psych ward designated smoking area:
I will wait. I will wait for you, unknown psych ward patient, patiently. I know you. Know one does. Yet you’ve my mother heart. Her whole incomplete: my never know rapture, night laughter amidst screaming, leaving with no option outside unless under an overpass unknown placated philistinism surmounted, yet not much else:
I sing for you, psych ward patient, amidst chaos whom has found a broken love worth mending, beyond my abilities, beyond my worth, beyond, beyond Beyond! Screaming in the night amidst laughter you know unknown truest soldier, the psych ward smoker whom has found a love static, I only hope you’ve found it in rare symbolic movement for the good none of us know, your private fix it up.
