Wait without for without I will be full without willinglessness
7.18.2014
7.17.2014
7.16.2014
7.14.2014
Types of laughter
Hold nothing and wait till wait is known as now.
Then who are us
Then who us is
Escapes place.
Of us gone
Of us here,
In evening,
In evening
That wills
Not, all
Ways
Be
As
Us
Is
Then who are us
Then who us is
Escapes place.
Of us gone
Of us here,
In evening,
In evening
That wills
Not, all
Ways
Be
As
Us
Is
Not yet not yes
Close to nothing never now everything games we can make
The playing's in the making in and out of our self controlled
Contemplated wandered way back to the future presence no
Yes I know yes I know no I know how to now as I do not do
The playing's in the making in and out of our self controlled
Contemplated wandered way back to the future presence no
Yes I know yes I know no I know how to now as I do not do
7.13.2014
Dock done right future reflection
Return calm like
Lake that was
A river
This fills up
To say to go
To sleep out
Make out is
Merging
Past and
Present
Memory database undone emotion maker come clean future merged with now
Will be it
Lake that was
A river
This fills up
To say to go
To sleep out
Make out is
Merging
Past and
Present
Memory database undone emotion maker come clean future merged with now
Will be it
7.10.2014
7.09.2014
7.08.2014
We us ours
Revisiting
Salamander
Stoopishly.
gaze, reap.
This this is, is
Enough now.
Light order,
Stop thought.
Imagine not thinking again,
That that takes, takes
Care through you
For you, from
This that is
That
This.
This
This
That
Clears me and muddles you,
To return to to make no sense
Register at all then now soon.
Will this clear
Will that it will
Be
Amount of between me and tree,
House, day, night, now, then, us.
Salamander
Stoopishly.
gaze, reap.
This this is, is
Enough now.
Light order,
Stop thought.
Imagine not thinking again,
That that takes, takes
Care through you
For you, from
This that is
That
This.
This
This
That
Clears me and muddles you,
To return to to make no sense
Register at all then now soon.
Will this clear
Will that it will
Be
Amount of between me and tree,
House, day, night, now, then, us.
7.07.2014
Who
Take stock turn back calendar
Planning thanks for giving
Turning back to ask OK,
There's first everything
A space emptY holds
Signals stopped turn
Forward
still
happy
Entitled
Humility
Learning
Down up
Two now
Here I come
Turning back
To You
Planning thanks for giving
Turning back to ask OK,
There's first everything
A space emptY holds
Signals stopped turn
Forward
still
happy
Entitled
Humility
Learning
Down up
Two now
Here I come
Turning back
To You
7.06.2014
a tribe called quest, adolf loos, albert ayler, albert camus, alice neel, arvo part, autechre,bach, balthus, beck, beckman, beethoven, big labowski, bill watterson, bottle rocket,brancussi, brice marden, buck 65, butoh, can, captain beefheart, cecil taylor, charcoal chows, chet baker, chopin, clay, cliff edwards, clouds, cool hand luke, cross country skiing,cy twombly, dante, david byrne, dekooning, demf, desiderius erasmus, dia, diggable planets, dj shadow, dove, durer, effin, emily dickenson, eric dolphy, ethics, ezra pound, final fantasy three, flaming lips, francis bacon, frank llyod wright, frantisek kupka, franz kline, free improv, free jazz, fugazi, gertrude stein, grandaddy, graphite, guided by voices, gustav mahler, hans coper, hayden, hegel, henry ford, hockney, howard gardner, iggy and the stooges, igor stravinsky, james joyce, james paterson, jean paul sartre, jeff wall, jesus, john berryman, john cage, john coltrain, john zorn, johnny cash, jose ortega y gasset, joy division, juan munoz, kandinsky, kitaj, klee, knut hamsun, looking about, lucian freud, lucie rie, manuel neri, manzu, maps, marcel duchamp, martha grahm, matta, max ernst, mc solaar,mihaly csikszentmihalyi, mike patton, mishima, morandi, munch, nietzche, oil paint, old national geographics, old people, oskar kokoschka, peter greenaway, peter tchaikovsky, peter volkus, picasso, pinback, pipe tobacco, plasticman, plotinus, raymond carver, richard wagner, rjd2, robert penn warren, rothko, running, samuel beckett, scribbling, selflessness,serge gainsbourg, shostakovitch, sidney nolan, sigmund freud, sincerity, sleep, slick rick,small children, steve reich, strauss, swimming, tea, thelonious monk, thomas bernhard,thomas eakins, tito puente, tobin sprout, tom waits, tony chachere's, truth, ucb, violent femmes, water, werner herzog, wiener werkstatte, william faulkner, yeats
New construction group
like talent for the
poem from phone
from travel stinted
started and left to
return, calling
outside in less
spoken
performing a boat rode
with no slip or passengers
stories or securities of what is really wanted
and planned appreciation and a turn onward wait for orchestra solo cues.
poem from phone
from travel stinted
started and left to
return, calling
outside in less
spoken
performing a boat rode
with no slip or passengers
stories or securities of what is really wanted
and planned appreciation and a turn onward wait for orchestra solo cues.
6.30.2014
6.26.2014
Road into thinner air
Thank ever present is possible.
Up down up up up down up up,
That's how it goes with dad&I,
Between us fill us all with that,
That that is still movement, be.
Up down up up up down up up,
That's how it goes with dad&I,
Between us fill us all with that,
That that is still movement, be.
6.24.2014
Fake mistake
Cracked passed spilled earlier now nothing
Want of nothing, need of nothing, the swirl
Stops.
Want of nothing, need of nothing, the swirl
Stops.
6.19.2014
6.17.2014
Step
Salvation
Of the
Mouth
Habit and meaning
Keeping them right
No night, no day
No way but stay.
Calm falling to be lifted
Of the
Mouth
Habit and meaning
Keeping them right
No night, no day
No way but stay.
Calm falling to be lifted
6.16.2014
Set up
What you do when time instead slips in reminds me of how I was
And how are feelings made words not sung?
And how will Friday go to bed in time's joy
And how are feelings made words not sung?
And how will Friday go to bed in time's joy
Fixed station
Feel through movement slow through city till known,
Come home wayabout time forgotten and held forgot.
Push slow serene low light as it comes to slow slow.
Stop like this was Paris and you were nineteen hotel
Come home wayabout time forgotten and held forgot.
Push slow serene low light as it comes to slow slow.
Stop like this was Paris and you were nineteen hotel
6.15.2014
Acceptance
To be in luck in big city in private out doors amidst open time and sun and clear head as the sky with old music and new devices to cook alone to go to here after here is what unconnected tries to connect a few yous
Appropriated and Altered Poem by Justin Joseph Labre Bednarz
This is a problem.
It starts with the word this
And the next word is is
After that is the word a
And the last word of the
First stanza is problem.
It starts with the word this
And the next word is is
After that is the word a
And the last word of the
First stanza is problem.
Guest Poem by David Maddy
This is a poem.
It starts with the word this
And the next word is is
After that is the word a
And the last word of the
First stanza is poem.
It starts with the word this
And the next word is is
After that is the word a
And the last word of the
First stanza is poem.
6.14.2014
6.08.2014
6.04.2014
6.03.2014
barrel maker
Speak silent
Spoke quiet
Laugh loud
Hopes forum
Ones enough
Solo piano
Possibility
Free for
All now
Somber joy,
Release me;
Plea calm
Like glass
'Round
Water
White
Wiling
A way
Up to
Them
One
Spoke quiet
Laugh loud
Hopes forum
Ones enough
Solo piano
Possibility
Free for
All now
Somber joy,
Release me;
Plea calm
Like glass
'Round
Water
White
Wiling
A way
Up to
Them
One
6.02.2014
Near
I can with them one
Peace in hope in em
Perfect ma pa child
Turn man turn thre
None before mans
Means please um
Nthank Nathan I
Believe us hold
Us them one
You n me
Pleas I
Am
I
Peace in hope in em
Perfect ma pa child
Turn man turn thre
None before mans
Means please um
Nthank Nathan I
Believe us hold
Us them one
You n me
Pleas I
Am
I
6.01.2014
Still breath
Know as time passes between plans with no plans intake takes.
The what to do while not wanting to do as day full dwindles.
Return to take it simply soon as now. Now know that look.
Up thank and act and answer this joy just under surface.
Pulled back there this helps old habit work out face.
Why want why need why not everything always.
Yet here comes complete space of here, time
Of now does this not make full, faster
With a smile I stop and turn this
Still going but accepted not
Made, heard or known
The what to do while not wanting to do as day full dwindles.
Return to take it simply soon as now. Now know that look.
Up thank and act and answer this joy just under surface.
Pulled back there this helps old habit work out face.
Why want why need why not everything always.
Yet here comes complete space of here, time
Of now does this not make full, faster
With a smile I stop and turn this
Still going but accepted not
Made, heard or known
Wide open looking good knowing good can
Intake answers before the cold to warm change makes help in retrospected gratitude that pulls me down sun change to counting hours softly not counting on what isn't enough but! Look up! There's the sun and wind manipulating leafs into staying sound that stops to sirens calmed by birds sounds sweeps the heat alone with me wantin unknown me to want not but will satisfied in the other about me.
Write
This first
Come to me
Club last chance
Mass, form, feel good.
What isn't good? I ask for it.
The calm comes against no need,
And I repeat music plans that fit.
The scatter asks for focus orders
I try
To hear
Right, just
On time it wills
This answer in out
Side pouring light
Touch of material,
Of shape guiding
Letters of words,
Letters hand to
Hand to mouth
To soft rectagle
That sends and
Saves, seeking in it
For what it through
Air expresses from
Unknown to heard,
To a road, to an island,
To a providential sight
Inheritance of all earths;
Meaning mistakes made
Movement in and out in
Accord of acceptance in
Wisdoms of for all in all
Answers asked into O, O,
Come back in mechanic
Of all this personable
In lack of persons
Tours sound,
Light, me,
Reach
Me,
I
Come to me
Club last chance
Mass, form, feel good.
What isn't good? I ask for it.
The calm comes against no need,
And I repeat music plans that fit.
The scatter asks for focus orders
I try
To hear
Right, just
On time it wills
This answer in out
Side pouring light
Touch of material,
Of shape guiding
Letters of words,
Letters hand to
Hand to mouth
To soft rectagle
That sends and
Saves, seeking in it
For what it through
Air expresses from
Unknown to heard,
To a road, to an island,
To a providential sight
Inheritance of all earths;
Meaning mistakes made
Movement in and out in
Accord of acceptance in
Wisdoms of for all in all
Answers asked into O, O,
Come back in mechanic
Of all this personable
In lack of persons
Tours sound,
Light, me,
Reach
Me,
I
5.28.2014
Age
Do. It.
As is.
Do this,
In me for
I will"
.
Capture response to hold the heard instead.
Restored to.
Hold on it
Hold it
It grows..
Thank,
Be thank,
In head in out.
Accept it in not you
Not you
Not you
But this
As is.
Do this,
In me for
I will"
.
Capture response to hold the heard instead.
Restored to.
Hold on it
Hold it
It grows..
Thank,
Be thank,
In head in out.
Accept it in not you
Not you
Not you
But this
5.22.2014
Zero helps
decide outside of here.
Recede to being better outside of here.
Question how in happens without question.
Awake, I miss moments while sleep controls like new.
Japan. Ukraine. Greece. Alabama. France and folly.
Jump in. Layer. Pause. A face inside my head more than mine.
Some birds. Maybe one bird. A cage. A tree. A reflection.
How comes. Small faces. Dogs of all sorts make smiles.
Hold me moment, pass, return, fill this time with it.
Seven appears as I complete the past
Sudden smile after daze after work after shower calm becomes as it fades and stays fast balance.
What needs done becomes clear devotion in accepting grace of the unclear gaze relief as feeling.
Listen to what needs being, feel out the fast while the rain dwindles like the stilted talks of past.
Thank the next step acceptance in the many taken in away from this here now ends to need not.
Heaven in song lyrics and death the topic of conversation after turning back to a groups talking.
The form of the formless finds it's way in the many opportunities of next text to creeks recalled.
What needs done becomes clear devotion in accepting grace of the unclear gaze relief as feeling.
Listen to what needs being, feel out the fast while the rain dwindles like the stilted talks of past.
Thank the next step acceptance in the many taken in away from this here now ends to need not.
Heaven in song lyrics and death the topic of conversation after turning back to a groups talking.
The form of the formless finds it's way in the many opportunities of next text to creeks recalled.
5.21.2014
OK uplift
Turn back to Night told not told,
Take peace in its outpourings.
I pride my self as it leads
Me together to Tomorrow
Tonight's no effort.
Lead me kind,
Lead me
Kind,
Lead me clean t'gather
Take peace in its outpourings.
I pride my self as it leads
Me together to Tomorrow
Tonight's no effort.
Lead me kind,
Lead me
Kind,
Lead me clean t'gather
It all comes back to me
Time spent money and went away with a gift for itself it takes to the grave day it belongs nowhere save clear hope as understood in time spent to order removed Providential Confidence's clarity in
Motion
Motion
Cold night it is not
Father absent friend, call to me in pleading repose,
Turn on the adult, back up the faith in people
People please me mr people pleaser please
Soften to raise stern till they come close,
Unboastful, unself, unmeaning saves
Me, as in am I me, am I me as I am
Turn on the adult, back up the faith in people
People please me mr people pleaser please
Soften to raise stern till they come close,
Unboastful, unself, unmeaning saves
Me, as in am I me, am I me as I am
Center
Tired fixed then not.
Shall we meet?
Blind, recline
In the hope
Of those
Lay
Ones
Fixing the
Gap of plan
Shall we meet?
Blind, recline
In the hope
Of those
Lay
Ones
Fixing the
Gap of plan
5.14.2014
Daily
There is this picture of this picture of completed self that realizes itself looking to its self to see if others see.
Jesus was homeless so it's ok 2 be homes cardboard sign cast in bronze on a marble bank's facade
Come now automatic exchange in no one here in the sense of senses
Collapse to rise, fall back to sleep with all wakefulness
And count on never
Jesus was homeless so it's ok 2 be homes cardboard sign cast in bronze on a marble bank's facade
Come now automatic exchange in no one here in the sense of senses
Collapse to rise, fall back to sleep with all wakefulness
And count on never
5.13.2014
Own world
Things remain hold close to them in work that becomes free release intensely.
You're never not good enough, you're always good in the dark even the dark.
You're never not good enough, you're always good in the dark even the dark.
5.12.2014
Food
Today's accomplished like it was grey easy.
Lift the night! Lift light through dusk
Till day! Inside me I say,
Yet square
Spins right
Amounts
Of night.
Connect, accomplish assured,
planning faith in planning.
forget about sleep,
but sleep with life.
Lift the night! Lift light through dusk
Till day! Inside me I say,
Yet square
Spins right
Amounts
Of night.
Connect, accomplish assured,
planning faith in planning.
forget about sleep,
but sleep with life.
5.11.2014
comfort one
Start nothing right now.
Fall apart of love me.
Done all day. Wait.
Jesus. God. Mom,
I Hope home
Fall apart of love me.
Done all day. Wait.
Jesus. God. Mom,
I Hope home
5.05.2014
Wile we win
Compare Instinct impulse is innate.
Brother the first was the only one.
Now amidst all brothers, compare
Turns soft Pride
in me,
I confide
In Competition,
Competition's incomplete confidence
As only embers 'bout to turn by wind
To flame
the same
Wind making oar's
Effort obsolete or
Increased, eyes
To the lightness
Of the darkness
That fills will,
Fills will so
So Wholly
We are beaten;
Wile we win.
Brother the first was the only one.
Now amidst all brothers, compare
Turns soft Pride
in me,
I confide
In Competition,
Competition's incomplete confidence
As only embers 'bout to turn by wind
To flame
the same
Wind making oar's
Effort obsolete or
Increased, eyes
To the lightness
Of the darkness
That fills will,
Fills will so
So Wholly
We are beaten;
Wile we win.
5.03.2014
I've got
Sleep falls victim to Fridays.
Stand tall 'till events grow,
Return grateful of it all.
Clean hope growth;
Growth of no
Loss, no
Loss.
Stand tall 'till events grow,
Return grateful of it all.
Clean hope growth;
Growth of no
Loss, no
Loss.
4.23.2014
CorrelateCopulate WaitNowNever
Grow down to nitty gritty mister hat.
Hold his hand, take up with him,
Leave Never at the stoop
And stand tall.
Wait will only break fear up into
A less manageable mess.
God, what a mess.
What are messes?
God, what a miss.
What are misses?
Correlate,
Copulate,
Wait
Now
Never.
Hold his hand, take up with him,
Leave Never at the stoop
And stand tall.
Wait will only break fear up into
A less manageable mess.
God, what a mess.
What are messes?
God, what a miss.
What are misses?
Correlate,
Copulate,
Wait
Now
Never.
Like us
You who come close to a felt great alone gathering,
You who feel flowers routine indoor refreshment,
You are there, arriving once all else lacks, here,
Take this that is what comes easy to me to you.
Where we sit undone, where we fall never
And never wonder why we never fall.
This list can only grow, like me,
Because it, like us, hasn't
Begun past now.
You who feel flowers routine indoor refreshment,
You are there, arriving once all else lacks, here,
Take this that is what comes easy to me to you.
Where we sit undone, where we fall never
And never wonder why we never fall.
This list can only grow, like me,
Because it, like us, hasn't
Begun past now.
4.21.2014
Tomorrow's Warm Rain
There is calm lack.
This comforts; quick accomplishment to many.
You too, you who pick, unknown, and show me what's
Good.
What is good?
Twilight sprits explained.
Footfall never and always.
A good up a good downer.
And old actions hollow hold me while waiting for hallowed willpower's pride to be made meekly.
The word week in a song on the weekend repeated. The firm grasp of nothing.
Search Found, last long; answer what's asked. return briefly
Before bed made up an answer here I hear In soft clicking sounds
Tomorrow's
warm
Rain.
This comforts; quick accomplishment to many.
You too, you who pick, unknown, and show me what's
Good.
What is good?
Twilight sprits explained.
Footfall never and always.
A good up a good downer.
And old actions hollow hold me while waiting for hallowed willpower's pride to be made meekly.
The word week in a song on the weekend repeated. The firm grasp of nothing.
Search Found, last long; answer what's asked. return briefly
Before bed made up an answer here I hear In soft clicking sounds
Tomorrow's
warm
Rain.
4.13.2014
Happy to sweep
This spoken in the word written.
The other not really understood.
I return to calm, that's right body.
Work at love,
Love at work.
Call
The other not really understood.
I return to calm, that's right body.
Work at love,
Love at work.
Call
4.11.2014
3.29.2014
Ring like it was open
Reach in for more
Like the stomach
Like the less will
We come together
And part, hugging,
Saying family
Tonight it reaches
Tonight it reaches
Left apart of day
Tomorrow in all
Like the stomach
Like the less will
We come together
And part, hugging,
Saying family
Tonight it reaches
Tonight it reaches
Left apart of day
Tomorrow in all
3.27.2014
Make belief
Providence fills content breaker-breaker.
The no nonsense rules and the absurd
As the highest humor. Irony, not
Sarcasm, needs be. I believe
In creation of you, of
The hight of
Thank.
Get down from the escape,
Load the empty, in out in.
The no nonsense rules and the absurd
As the highest humor. Irony, not
Sarcasm, needs be. I believe
In creation of you, of
The hight of
Thank.
Get down from the escape,
Load the empty, in out in.
3.12.2014
Unheard
This comes to me dad,
This that I don't know.
I ask you, and brother
Falls from you and I,
Not knowing can't say
So leave it to me
So leave it in me
Wake us brothers
Anew new days
Come morning
Brothers
Together apart
By will of
I know
Not
Now
This that I don't know.
I ask you, and brother
Falls from you and I,
Not knowing can't say
So leave it to me
So leave it in me
Wake us brothers
Anew new days
Come morning
Brothers
Together apart
By will of
I know
Not
Now
1.31.2014
Daytime
When it begins it is filling joy of work of love of an object sanctified but sold.
When I arrive I will not wait, for I fill with hope in the between it and action.
When action fills the final day all with all I watch them pass us as we ready.
When I arrive I will not wait, for I fill with hope in the between it and action.
When action fills the final day all with all I watch them pass us as we ready.
1.23.2014
1.03.2014
you're done?
this curtain drawn will be where laughter travels from, laughter at and for you, us, but, them too.
holding onto laughter will loosen the mouths grip, but past tense will loosen the weight of metal.
holding onto laughter will loosen the mouths grip, but past tense will loosen the weight of metal.
beam
I told of the moment when there was nothing said, and their reply was turning on their eyes
as a child once said, nurse the truck. a truck realer than those that can contain and transport
as a child once said, nurse the truck. a truck realer than those that can contain and transport
this must be the place
so this is the gotta moment of figured out fun.
relate to an abundance, relate, recall, eventual
following many smiles to the place of warmth
there began a place and opera filled up nights
a boundless night sky of clouds, your birthday
when it opens up it falls full of forgotten mom
relate to an abundance, relate, recall, eventual
following many smiles to the place of warmth
there began a place and opera filled up nights
a boundless night sky of clouds, your birthday
when it opens up it falls full of forgotten mom
super lucky
ford
koons
ridicule
embrace
recline,
recline together
a part of a planet is a moon
a part of a word is sometimes
two words
together, they make one smart dude.
koons
ridicule
embrace
recline,
recline together
a part of a planet is a moon
a part of a word is sometimes
two words
together, they make one smart dude.
12.27.2013
Time love
Where does love go so quickly away at times because of time? Time is where love is absent. When time enters love leaves. love time, so love can stay when time comes in. And time can house love from wherever it went.
12.22.2013
Guest prose by Lauren Siegel
How much do you want to change on a scale from 1 to 10. 1 will be a low, and so 10 will be the highest. 0 is not here because there would be no one here to answer 0. 1 is soon to be the answer 0, so the first answer to bear meaning will be 2, but 2 is defiant, even more so than 1. If there is sadness, an answer could be 3. Answering 3 is sad because self-hatred prevents answering 4. 3 is rare and is in need of more love and attention than all of the other number answers. We must love 3. And so we really begin at 4 because they are willing to be 5 but are afraid to be 5 because 4 thinks 5 means commitment even though 4 has more courage than 5. 4 has wants. The answer 4 can breathe. And so a 4 really does mean 5, and 5 really does mean 4. The answer 5 is not the answer 5, instead it is 4 or 6. 5 is not real. The answer 5 is either a courageous 4 or a ready 6. 6 is ready for love and is the answer that needs the second most amount of love as 3. 6 is a 3 that is ready for love. And will most likely receive it. After 6 is naturally 7, but it is not as natural as one may think because 7 begins a new story of numbers. 7 is as honest and noble as any number can wish to be. 7 is the savior of answers because it births the possibility of fluidity within its honesty. If one can answer 7, they are the only answer that can also answer 1 or 2 or 3,4,5, or 6. 7 can even answer 8,9, and 10 if they want! 7 is calm. 7 is happy. An answer of 8 bears some of these qualities, and so we accept them. Finally, trust is in the answer 9. We love 9 because we believe in 9. We only can believe in 9 because the answer was not 10. The answer 10 tells us nothing, even though it wants to. 10 is just a 1 and a 0 together.
12.16.2013
Come in now
This is the beginning begging for fail-safe
We come together despite harsh soft words
Meals made best after trauma makes rest
We come together despite harsh soft words
Meals made best after trauma makes rest
12.01.2013
Rest
What will we wear after so many days count out to tomorrow
And the week ahead of no end will bring new insight
And all will be better because of the words
And after five days I will return
To become better yet
Better till best
Works
And the week ahead of no end will bring new insight
And all will be better because of the words
And after five days I will return
To become better yet
Better till best
Works
Picnic
A sound next to a belief where both go in and out.
And the sound must be moved by the belief,
and the belief by the sound, and
both by the best between.
God together, or god alone? Both.
Held together by past facility for
precision's return alone.
Not thinking about negative theology will fill frayed connections with wabi-sabi.
Mother-me-father, guide all together through analytical unconditional forgiveness.
this in The future after, earth of our beginning, efforts eventual bounty.
the sound belief makes pierces the best between
mom and dad and releases all in all.
And the sound must be moved by the belief,
and the belief by the sound, and
both by the best between.
God together, or god alone? Both.
Held together by past facility for
precision's return alone.
Not thinking about negative theology will fill frayed connections with wabi-sabi.
Mother-me-father, guide all together through analytical unconditional forgiveness.
this in The future after, earth of our beginning, efforts eventual bounty.
the sound belief makes pierces the best between
mom and dad and releases all in all.
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